Well This morning, I got up at 745 am with  Larry, My boyfriend, and walked him to work, stopping at the local quick stop and grabbing a cup of hot coffee as it is only 11 degrees out here. Of course i finally got the whole day off so far and I am looking forward to  staying right here at home and working on affirmations and the like. My boyfriend is really insecure, and why i have no idea, because we have been together 5 years now, and i am 11 years older than him. He constantly thinks i will leave him . Its truely aggrivating. because I for one am happy with my life, I am enjoying myself, I have an amazing job that i love more than anything, and i actually look forward to coming in to work every day. Its a mom and pop diner. I am a waitress. I have other skills, but waiting tables is fun for me. I also have a Vampire RP site , and thats a blast as well. However, Larry cannot distinguish fact from Fiction. It causes alot of arguements, but i will not bend on this one. I am happy with my life and who i am, I am going to see doctor Mitchell on the 16th to get phenegrin to help me loose back the weight i have gained over the last 2 years. Anyway, today his insecurities have kicked in again and I told him , that i am happy and secure in this relationship and i cannot be responsible for his happiness. He has to choose wether or not hes happy.